But first. Coffee.
I’ve learned along my life, albeit not a long one, that when you’re having crisis you must first look within.
Example: a bad relationship: consider the fact that although you DO indeed deserve to be 100% happy, you may be part of the problem.
Step back to take in the larger picture that is life. Paint with your mind something better for yourself. Once you have an idea of what you want for yourself- what you deserve-then who is stopping you from getting it? Answer: Only yourself.
Only YOU can choose to make a change for yourself. Sometimes it takes a change in your path in life, sometimes it takes seeing yourself at your lowest of lows. No matter what it takes, no matter how many people keep telling you the same thing over and over, the bell will never chime as clearly as when you speak the words yourself and hear them echo inside your head and want the difference from within your being. Whatever that change may be.
There are degrees of “change” that people think others should change about themselves, although truly what should and should not be done for another person is up to them. Things like:
- curtailing smoking cigarettes
- stopping the abuse of alcohol
- “be” less depressed
- be more cleanly
- not as lazy
- loose weight
- workout more
- better work ethic
- more respect for authority
- loving specific people or things (having a better family relationship)
- appreciating the things that you like (bias)
- ….and the list goes on…
People cannot be who you want them to; if they are going to better themselves they must take the first step. If you are the person hoping to help another who seems to want to better themselves, maybe encourage them to seek professional help or to read self help books. Maybe even my blog. First steps are always the hardest. Try to put yourself in their shoes, that isn’t easy either.
On the other hand, if you are the person trying to find motivation to do any of the above things or many others; first congratulate yourself for taking not just the first step towards getting here, but multiple steps on your way towards bettering yourself. You took time out of your day to get this far. It isn’t easy, and believe me- I know.
Bettering yourself, however you define that, is a journey and it will take time and patience (definitely not a get-rich-quick scheme). If you didn’t notice a lot of the bullet points I listed aren’t necessarily physical “bad habits” -some are- but most of them have to do with self-awareness and how it effects your emotions.
Without a healthy sense of self-awareness, a person does become depressed, lazy, unhealthy maybe even anxiety ridden. Those who love and care about you try to help, but it feels like they are doing everything wrong; that they don’t understand. At times it may make you mad because all you want to be is sad.
And you know what, that’s fair. Sad is an emotion too. It needs it’s 15 minutes; because if it doesn’t and you wind up bottling it up you will repress everything until you explode. Let sad be sad for a little while, but please, let the happy shine through.
If you don’t and you don’t open your ears and your mind to what resources are available to you, you will not find your happiness. Guess who that hurts the most?
Take the time to make time for yourself. Literally, schedule “Me Time” in your planner, agenda, write it on your hand, in your head – whatever it takes so that you make time for yourself. The goal of this is to know that throughout all of the people and their signs, “You’re #1“, “You’re the Most Important Person in Your Life” don’t gloss over that with a temporary smile and a feeling of, “Yeah right, there are bigger things to worry about.”
If you don’t worry about yourself who’s going to?
Make time for your life. You deserve to…
…now go have a foot bath and some wine.